Writing A Catchy Tune

It's not usual for the human to adore from one of kind uniqueness. Social activity is compressed into a ball of emotions fit for a jewel withered not before a strangers natural perception. Crazy some may think. But lets not focus on them, unless you want a 24 hour rant on why sitting next to someone on a train is just as exhilarating as finding a half smoked blunt at a Festival Rave right after your best friend told you they forgot to bring the path finders, referring to Acid tabs and you have no clue about what the high difference is between the two "drugs". Yeah, someone may feel your coming off as strong and sometimes dominant when you adore. My husband takes it lightly because well : Our love is so exotic that can't even live peacefully outside of our own comfort zone. Writing and publishing music about him and for him is how i cope with the fact he knows my love for him is a Brainiac's most powerful invention. "Invention" i should say. Yeah i do have that insecure thought, "oh my song, my song is not saying enough" or "he wont understand or comprehend this detailing of our love". Sad Face.....

We get along just fine and i started to notice that the music had to be fitted into our usual routine of affection. Now I have it as a scapegoat for when my Schizophrenia is complicating my portraying of my feelings....my true feelings. Happy Face.